Yes I did.

I loved you. Notice the past tense. 2 years of my school life. I did love you… Although I realized it was never going to happen between us. If only you weren’t committed then.But now 4 years on even today I can’t help but think… what if we were together. When I’m low (or high) I think of you. I control myself from calling you up and saying those three words which I’ve longed to say… forever I guess. I even messaged it once. That was a mistake. I agree. But if not you then whom? It’s not like I’ve not had crushes after you but I never think of them in such situations.Also my last post touches on the fact that there has definitely been no lack of admiration if I may call it from the other side. But I just always play them down (a hindi translation of this would be: main kata deta hoon bandi ka. Main chutiya hoon na.) But why? Is it because I still love you?I’ve been told that you liked me too but you were committed. I’d live the rest of my life with this if it’s true. But all I have now is a lot of “what if”s…
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